My Life As A Girl

We are all born the same way.
It was not tell I was one did my parents not know that I was different and special.
I am just slower then most.
I was in Special Ed most of my school years.
But what happens when kids make fun of you.
I did not know how to defend myself.
I guess my parents did not know how to teach me.
I wish I knew then what I know now.

As a kid I would often feel alone because I would see kids that were 'normal' and say "I want to be like them".
I would come home from school every day and ask "Why did God make me this way"?
God made those like me to show you that we all are all the same but different.

When kids would tease me; I did not want to show them I hurt. I would go into the bathroom and cry.
You would think something so harmless can't have an effect on someone.
For me it has; I am scared to do some things now that I wish I could do.
You mite ask what?
I can't tell guy's my true feelings because I'm to scared.

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How can I ever fall in love if I can't forget my past?
Kids making fun of me made me hide my feelings.
When I like a guy I can't do anything because I don't know how to tell him my feelings.

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I would like to find love someday. Having a crush on a guy is a pain. I have only known him for a year or so in the Special Olympics. My feeling from the past will not let me go on with my life. It if hard for me to tell him my feelings. I just hate being this way. I have learned to hlde my feeling from kids making fun of me. All I know is how to run away from my problems.

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"When I Die"

"When I Die" is a film is a self-proclaimed "mockumentary" about a film student, Jason Zink, who decides to take his own life. After Jason's suicide all his closest friends set out to make a movie about his life. The story is told through a series of narratives, and archive video footage and it helps us find out just who Jason was. This film begs the question "How many people can one life affect and what happens to them When I Die".

I went to see this and it's good for beginners making movies. It had people talk about the guy who died.

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Disney Mickey And Minnie Mouse Once Upon A Kiss

Micky from Collectibles Today, Kermit and Garfieldare my favorite.

Disney Beauty And The Beast Collectible Music Box

This is the best Disney movie because you learn to see the person on the inside first over time. Rather then on the outside first.

Beauty and the Beast comes out in 3D December 2010. Beauty and the Beast (1991) - News

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My Prayer: To Others That Are Different In Other's Eye's

Why do children make fun of those that are different?
It hurt me when they made fun of me just because I'm a little slow
And as an audit I can't do some things I would like to

Being made fun of made me lean to hide my feeling's
And take's me a grate deal of time to tell someone or anyone my feelings


As a kid I had some friends who did not care that I was different
Having friends in the Special Olympics is the greatest

Why can't you see that everyone is special in God's eye's
Everyone should be liked for who they are not what they are

Every child should find something to feel safe and secure
Friend's that like you for you

Being different is good in a special way
You learn thing's from others that you normally would not learn

If we did not have different people the world would be boning
And then what would you do?

Next time you see someone that's different in your eye's
Ask why do you make fun of someone that different in your eye's?
Ask why you think that way and get to know them better


Everyone fine someone someday